Single girls, here we go!!!!!

I don't know about you, but this situation of being single is hard and on top of that being a single mom its a bit more tough, you gotta be mom and dad at the same time. Doing both rolls on a daily basis, answering questions to a 5 year old girl and a  pre-teen 12 year old boy.  It's challenging, guiding them both thru the right path. One of the worst questions I have to answer is; "mom where is my dad?, those 5 words hurt to answer, specially today being Fathers day. Or when they go to their friend's house and they have a great family, mom, dad and siblings. Great!!! now kids feel more left out, then I get this horrible guilty feeling of not being able to have kept my marriage.  But the cruel reality is that I am not the only one in this world feeling like this, alone.  But fortunately I am blessed and extremely grateful that my family is healthy and we love each other. I am grateful that I am able to give them what I have, what I can afford, what they need and not always what they want.  Yes its frustrating not having prince charming, the one that will sweep me off my feet, the one that is crazy about me, hope to find him soon. But meanwhile, its all about me, hanging out with whom ever I want , going anywhere I want and doing what ever I want, making my own decisions on how to live my life to the fullest, as if it was the last day of my life, that's my every day motto.  Doing kind things, showing my kids to be  kind and humble, respecting the others for who they are, human beings.  I know this single life is a result of my actions on which I have accepted and endured for a better future.  But for now, single life it is.!!!