It's like I'm flying,...... the sweet melody surrounds my body, flowing through my soul, touching my most inner desires, surrounding my body, showering it with its beautiful lyrics that describes my life in a four minute rhyme.   I am elevated into the air to see and feel the moon closer perhaps she'll see take me into her arms and softly drop me into the ocean.  

"Sometimes, It's hard to tell you how much you mean to me, many times, I  don't say anything at all, But I hope some day, you'll understand, having you is what I live for."

                                          It all seems so real. Your words, those sweet words you whisper in my ear. Your kisses, those  sweet kisses I feel on my lips, lips that tremble just to think of how exciting  it would be just to taste your delicious honey. Your touch, that delicate touch I imagine when you caress my soft skin. Your fragrance, your manly fragrance that surrounds me just to listen to your voice, that voice that I know I will only listen from far and never close to me, breathing on me, living in me.,  Your body, that strong masculine figure that dances in my mind, teasing me, burning me, killing me softly and making me feel alive with your sweet touch, and even though we are apart from each other , I know I will find you, at the right time, at the right place, where our souls will meet again,

And to think that I no longer have him,
 That I no longer feel him, That I no longer can smell his scent, his masculine magical scent,  To think how much I loved him, how much he loved me, so I thought, And it hurts to know that once there was so much love, and now it's nothing but a memory, a sweet fairy tale memory.



       

Autumn is here, summer is gone.
My happy days are left behind, days are shorter, nights are longer. Nights can be cold, cruel and lonelier, Rainy day made  me thought of those times when I once had loved, when I once was loved. I guess I have the summer time sadness, knowing the sun wont be as closer as we always are, he wont be kissing my skin, my tanned cocoa skin. Skin on which I rely to cover my thoughts and deep feelings, my emotions and concerns, but all is well, I embrace, what I have, family, love and health.
 I wish I knew days like this would come, facing my fears of being alone, maybe I could have done som thing different and did many things wrong. but I know everything happens for a reason, and I was meant to walk alone. I know the one is out there, walking in the same path I am, looking for and needing for the same Summer sunset I will be sitting when he comes.