Autumn is here, summer is gone.
My happy days are left behind, days are shorter, nights are longer. Nights can be cold, cruel and lonelier, Rainy day made  me thought of those times when I once had loved, when I once was loved. I guess I have the summer time sadness, knowing the sun wont be as closer as we always are, he wont be kissing my skin, my tanned cocoa skin. Skin on which I rely to cover my thoughts and deep feelings, my emotions and concerns, but all is well, I embrace, what I have, family, love and health.
 I wish I knew days like this would come, facing my fears of being alone, maybe I could have done som thing different and did many things wrong. but I know everything happens for a reason, and I was meant to walk alone. I know the one is out there, walking in the same path I am, looking for and needing for the same Summer sunset I will be sitting when he comes.