Be Yourself 

Love yourself...

Finding ourselves its a process, It takes a while to find your true self, your happiness, how you value yourself, how to forgive yourself,  how you value your morals.. what are your priorities in life, and your first priority in life should be your own life, embrace it as it is, then improve it, mentally and physically. after your find yourself. loving yourself, then you are ready  to give. to love and to be loved...

Woman, magical machine. God's greatest creation, to reproduce its most valuable fruit on earth. She brings, love and uncertainties in life. She who is sometimes able to decide the future of a human being.....her sense and sensibility is transmitted from her heart, body and soul..She embraces herself in her own alluring  purity. her essence surrounds the seas, the mountains, the jungles and the forest's winds. Her lovely sensuality attracts the eye of the beholder from which she means to keep.
Do no underestimate the power of a woman.....
 M.R

It  takes me far away, far in the deepest  deserts of my conscious, makes me lose myself in the infinite roads of my most intimate desires and makes me want to never look back and enjoy the freedom I require to live, to love to feel......

                 It's like I'm flying,...... the sweet melody surrounds my body, flowing through my soul, touching my most inner desires, surrounding my body, showering it with its beautiful lyrics that describes my life in a four minute rhyme.   I am elevated into the air to see and feel the moon closer perhaps she'll see take me into her arms and softly drop me into the ocean.  

"Sometimes, It's hard to tell you how much you mean to me, many times, I  don't say anything at all, But I hope some day, you'll understand, having you is what I live for."

                                          It all seems so real. Your words, those sweet words you whisper in my ear. Your kisses, those  sweet kisses I feel on my lips, lips that tremble just to think of how exciting  it would be just to taste your delicious honey. Your touch, that delicate touch I imagine when you caress my soft skin. Your fragrance, your manly fragrance that surrounds me just to listen to your voice, that voice that I know I will only listen from far and never close to me, breathing on me, living in me.,  Your body, that strong masculine figure that dances in my mind, teasing me, burning me, killing me softly and making me feel alive with your sweet touch, and even though we are apart from each other , I know I will find you, at the right time, at the right place, where our souls will meet again,

And to think that I no longer have him,
 That I no longer feel him, That I no longer can smell his scent, his masculine magical scent,  To think how much I loved him, how much he loved me, so I thought, And it hurts to know that once there was so much love, and now it's nothing but a memory, a sweet fairy tale memory.



       

Autumn is here, summer is gone.
My happy days are left behind, days are shorter, nights are longer. Nights can be cold, cruel and lonelier, Rainy day made  me thought of those times when I once had loved, when I once was loved. I guess I have the summer time sadness, knowing the sun wont be as closer as we always are, he wont be kissing my skin, my tanned cocoa skin. Skin on which I rely to cover my thoughts and deep feelings, my emotions and concerns, but all is well, I embrace, what I have, family, love and health.
 I wish I knew days like this would come, facing my fears of being alone, maybe I could have done som thing different and did many things wrong. but I know everything happens for a reason, and I was meant to walk alone. I know the one is out there, walking in the same path I am, looking for and needing for the same Summer sunset I will be sitting when he comes.

For every grey strand glittering out of my head, is a reflection of all the love, compassion, devotion, respect, admiration I have for the wisdom I have acquired through out my years.   Years that have passed by, getting to know my self, my well being and those around me. My glittering grey hair is a sign that I have all that I need and love, and that is me. After that, I am able to love and give to those that need me, guide those that need guidance and a helping hand to those that need it the most. I embrace my grey glitters with all of me. 

My brain is fun, creative, open minded, playful, loving, caring, sensitive, strong like a feather, light as a rock. My brain is smart when it needs to be, plays a fool when necessary. I just love my sexy brain.

Never give up any dreams, goals
desires, needs, wants. get what you want, whenever you want to,  whoever you want, and as many as you want.  The decision is yours and no one else's. Your time and space, Do your thing make your time in earth worth it, make it memorable, live life to the fullest, take care of you, love yourself, love your body, you only have one, feed your mind and soul with humbleness, Be kind to others so they can be kind to you, respect others ideas and believes even if you don't agree, so they can respect yours. show up to your own goals, get up and dress up for you and no one else. Its all about you!!

Single girls: I definitely love being me. I have learned to lo...

Single girls:
I definitely love being me.  I have learned to lo...: I definitely love being me.  I have learned to love and embrace my imperfections, I have accepted I do not have a models body but I hav...

Yes, we can live without
what' s not meant to be for us, we just gotta be strong, believe in ourselves, and know that it takes a while to heal and realize that we can survive with out it, the love, the feelings, the touchings, all those great emotions that one day made us felt we had it all. But cruel reality is that we ended up alone, again,  and we wonder if it was us, that made the relationship fail, was the timing, was it the family, was it both of us, or was it him. Him that did not know how to love you, understand you, spoil you, how to touch your inner YOU.  Well, one thing we know is that it was his loss and your gain. Now we are able to explore more carefully knowing what we want, what we need, what makes us go crazy about, now we are able to choose and pick any person we want. whenever we want and if it does not work out, then we know what to do, go on with the next in line.  Next!!!!.....

I definitely love being me.  I have learned to love and embrace my imperfections, I have accepted I do not have a models body but I have definitely strive to have a fit healthy one.  Hey I only have one, so I take care of it, plus I'm not a young chicken anymore but hey, this young chicken feels great about herself.  I used to have this horrible complex on my body, my butt too big and my lips to thick,guess what, those are my biggest assets.  With those God given assets I have been able to score some sweet good looking guys, not bragging but who's counting, because I'm not. Life was meant to be lived, and I am living it. Meanwhile I got people to meet, places to go, kids to raise all on my own!

Single girls, here we go!!!!!

I don't know about you, but this situation of being single is hard and on top of that being a single mom its a bit more tough, you gotta be mom and dad at the same time. Doing both rolls on a daily basis, answering questions to a 5 year old girl and a  pre-teen 12 year old boy.  It's challenging, guiding them both thru the right path. One of the worst questions I have to answer is; "mom where is my dad?, those 5 words hurt to answer, specially today being Fathers day. Or when they go to their friend's house and they have a great family, mom, dad and siblings. Great!!! now kids feel more left out, then I get this horrible guilty feeling of not being able to have kept my marriage.  But the cruel reality is that I am not the only one in this world feeling like this, alone.  But fortunately I am blessed and extremely grateful that my family is healthy and we love each other. I am grateful that I am able to give them what I have, what I can afford, what they need and not always what they want.  Yes its frustrating not having prince charming, the one that will sweep me off my feet, the one that is crazy about me, hope to find him soon. But meanwhile, its all about me, hanging out with whom ever I want , going anywhere I want and doing what ever I want, making my own decisions on how to live my life to the fullest, as if it was the last day of my life, that's my every day motto.  Doing kind things, showing my kids to be  kind and humble, respecting the others for who they are, human beings.  I know this single life is a result of my actions on which I have accepted and endured for a better future.  But for now, single life it is.!!!